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: damepomme; December 27th, 2:58

There is something wrong outside today
The light is too bright
And the birds aren't chipping...

I am definitly missing something in my life. The glowing of summer fame, I am missing it so much. I want to sing, I want to dance, I want to shine like the true APPLE I am.

I'm more then just a girl who works her a** off for her friends to have wonderful times as lolitas, I am more then just the admin of a Forum for Harajuku styles in Quebec Province. I want to be known, well known for what I want to show the world around me.

I miss the cameras of Anime North and Otakuthon, I miss the random people in the street taking pictures of me, because I'm "dressed up so special" I miss the attention, its horrible. I feel horrible for that

But I am a statment, and I wish everyone could hear me.

I have super friends, good lover, and I'm good at what I do, being Awesome (lol yeah right)...

But I'm missing something....I'm missing everything...

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: petitemoon; December 25th, 22:54

Just got home from deep snowy dark forest !
I took alot of pictures of things that I though were worth spending a few days away
from my castle , healthy music and friends. Im glad im back ,with my search for wonders to share.

( snowy dreampackage )

I found my home on google map ._. and also visited Versailles.
I want to cross thoses golden brides,and live in Lady Oscar forever.

xoxo Merry Christmas,
petite hivers

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: rose_plume; December 25th, 4:30

It's finaly hollidays.

God I waited for them for so long.

I feel like I could spend days sleeping. Today I woke up at 4 pm. I slept over 12 hours and I didn't even wanted to get out of bed. I guess I'm pretty depressed these days, but christmas and the feeling it brings are helping a lot. I'm always so glad when we get to this time of the year, even if I'm feeling quite lost these days.

But hey, when I don't feel well I get that urge to clean. So my room is all sparkly now. Oh I installed some christmas lights, too! I might just leave them there, I love them!

Tomorrow I'm spending christmas alone with my mom, and I have this feeling that it will be extremely akward. I mean we get along okay and all. Bu we never really talk much. When we do there is always this akward silence after a few minutes. We might go to the movies, that way we won't have to speak that much.

I just hope it'll be okay. As much as I love chirstmas time, I'm always a little depressed when it finaly is christmas. My whole family is in France, I only have my Dad, my Mom and my Brother here. And since my parents are divorced, I don't really get the whole family thing during christmas. I wish I could see my grand-parents, cousins and aunts and uncles. It feels rather lonely to see everyone getting with their families for big dinners. But oh well. I'll have good food and pretty presents, and I guess this should cheer me up.

Oh, talking about presents I got a new dress! My father agreed to buy it for me after I begged him and told him it could count as a birthday gift, too.

Well, it's all I have to say for now.
Merry Christmas to all <3

Ps : If anyone has santa's number, it would be nice to call him and tell him to get me a boyfriend, thank you.

Tags: christmas, family, hollidays

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: petitemoon; December 24th, 2:12

This Christmas i'll be running in the deep dark snowy woods of my countryhouse
and i'll spend delicious nights in total silence , dreams and darkness
we're not doing anything , but as long as I get to eat green peas im the happiest girl on earth!

And a little advice from me, if you want to be as happy have a kitten,
and merry Christmas to all of you, that i dearly and truely cherish

lack of updates, im having exquisite vacations and a very very dirty room
and omg omg omg omg the most awesome movies are coming out ;;; A ;;
The Lovely Bones, Sherlock Holmes, The Immaginarium of Doctor Parnassus
with Lily motherfuckin gorgeous Cole , it's popcorn time YESSS POPCORN

Writer's Block: Like mobile for chocolate

: akumaxkami; December 23rd, 19:07

Current Mood:: accomplished

If you had to give up either chocolate or your mobile phone forever, which would you sacrifice?

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That's an easy choice. Mobile phone....I gave mine up two years ago and I still don't miss it.

Updates:

*Christmas Eve is tomorrow. Not ure what the plan is.
*Made two New Years Resolutions: Learn French fluently and master making ruffles.
*Elaine's gift arrived in the mail this morning....now I just have to wrap it.
*Christmas tree is up and decorated, but the cats broke two ornaments already. Bleh

That's pretty much it.

Tags: writer's block

Corpus Christi Written Thereon...

: pui_puni; December 22nd, 2:09

Me singing "Corpus Christi Carol" at the Carols and Lessons Service last Sunday.

The lyrics are very beautiful...

Lully lullay, lully lullay,
The faucon hath born my mayke away.

He bare hym up, he bare hym down,
He bare hym into an orchard brown.

In that orchard ther was an hall,
That was hanged with purpill and pall.

And in that hall ther was a bede,
Hit was hanged with gold so rede.

And yn that bed ther lythe a knyght,
His wowndes bledyng day and nyght.

By that bedes side kneleth a may,
And she wepeth both nyght and day.

And by that bedes side ther stondith a ston,
"Corpus Christi" wretyn theron.

I was REALLY not feeling well in this video >_O; I had a very sore throat and other flu symptoms. Regardless, people said I sounded/looked alright. I can tell though there were a few parts I was really struggling to keep it up lol.

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: akumaxkami; December 17th, 17:57

Current Mood:: sick

Good afternoon mes amis.

I have arrived safely in Montreal a few days ago and I am now suffering from a rather terrible cold. Sniffly, sneezy, and sore. It kind of bombs, to be honest. I have a lot of things to do and being sick does not make it easy. I have some last minute xmas shopping to do, the xmas tree needs to go up plus we have to finish cleaning the bedroom.

At least I managed to accomplish a hot shower early this morning so I do feel a bit better now. And I've had some coffee and toast.

I need to get ahold of my friend Val and find out if she wants to do a gothic lolita shoot out in the snow with me now that I'm back in the city and I have proper accessories for a coordinate. I've got my black Bodyline dress, a mini top hat, and nice rings/necklaces. Yay! Not only that, but I want to tease my hair up and do a visual kei/punk shoot too with my bondage pants and stuff. We'll see. Perhaps we could make it an all day activity and I'll bring my camera to take photos of her too.

I feel like I miss my mom's place already. I miss the warmth and coziness. Our apartment really lacks that. And I miss the constant smells of good food, like cookies and other baked goodies. I even miss my brother already, though he spent the better part of three weeks annoying the piss out of me.

Oh well, I won't see them again for awhile so I better get over it.

And I have things to do, so I can't sit here and whine all evening. Laterz.

Tags: akumaxkami, holidays, home, montreal, shopping

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: petitemoon; December 16th, 6:01

Last thing i did was falling asleep on a fever ray song outside the doorstep waiting for my mother ,
taking a very hot bath , eating spaghettis and fell asleep at 5 PM . I've woke up at 3 AM, and now
i have so much time to do my hair and make-up that i'll make myself a big, nice and long breakfast today!
Afterall , it's the last week of school and breakfasts heh

Yesterday as I was talking with classmates that i don't know that much,
a guy noticed my all seeing eye i often draw on my wirst and, told me
so much things i didn't yet know about Illuminatis. It surprised me so much,
i kinda though i was one of a very few people who were interested in this ._.

anyway i have a new layout that i made myself,
so check it out ! have a look on my little profile video too :>

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: rose_plume; December 15th, 0:00

(I miss seeing the yellow sunshine through mu curtains)

You know what’s the worst feeling ever?
That feeling you get when you realise that life still goes on after you leave a place, or quit people, like when you change schoolsand all you know is that you want to get the fuck out of there.

And one day, a few years later, you end up seeing photos of people that stayed, and their graduation pictures. And you know that back when you were there you didn’t give a fuck about them. You probably disliked most of them. But you can’t remember it anymore. You don’t care if it was bad times of good times. All you know in that it feels so empty.

Yes, that’s it, emptiness. This is the feeling you get when you realise that once you leave something, or someone behind, they won’t stay here waiting for you to come back someday, they will go their way. They will slowly vanish and disapear. And one day, they will only be memories, or even worst, not be here at all. Someday, you’ll wake up wondering what could have happened if you had held on to them.

This is my problem, I try to hold on to everything because I can’t bear the thought of loosing parts of my life.

And it feels so helpless to realize that you don’t know those people, those places, those things, those smells, those tastes anymore.

I can’t gasp the fact that you can lose something forever, and that no matter how much you wish for it, you’ll never get it back.

I want to go back to the worst years of my life, just because I am affraid that I will lose the memory of them, and that they will fade away.

They are mine, I shall let them go when I feel ready to.

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